• 11:11 PM, Tuesday, December 08, 2009
A Moment of Silence
RIP Wee Wee.i don't like dog
but i get use to her
then i started to like her
i love tat lil troublesome gal
n now shes gone
may she be reborn into a better life
• 11:04 PM,
More, ...
Pumpkin. Hahaha. But its cinderella one, its cuter.
Wee wee.
Look at this cute xmas tree.
Thailand representative.
For trip to Vietnam.I want an RP charm.
You know they are like selling the Bella charm. The crystal heart. I did have tat, but it broke. Haha. My heart is too fragile, it broke just like that. It's so sad. It was Jeanne's bday present for me. Like last year, or 2 years before.

I am sure here is more. Hmm.
• 10:12 PM, Sunday, December 06, 2009
Last Xmas, I Gave You My Heart
And the very next day you gave it awayThis Christmas ..
Oh well, all i want for Christmas is you.
Ya right. What i want for xmas, i want everything.
Lol. Ok Pat, good point. Only oyster have pearl right. But its a seashell. So its a seashell charm.
But i want the one in gold. I dont like silver.Next,
Cute right? It looks better real life.
Something like this, but its tinkerbell's one. Green with pompom. But the pompom is crystal.
its so cute.
And for the camera, well its not good. But it can take picture. So, its better than nothing.
Oh oh oh. You know what i should get. Something related to America. Coz u all are there. Plus, i been there before once, so you know its like a memory. Hehe.
• 11:40 PM, Thursday, December 03, 2009
I Miss Having a Life
T is back. I was talking bout what happen if there was a fire in the house. The next day, mami told me bout the gas leak at block 54. Which is like the block next to ours. Gish, i was talking bout the fire, then somewhere near by it happened.Anyway, Weewee was so scared that day. She ran and fell and ran and fell and ran again from me. Towards the stairs. She fell a few steps. Finally shes on the ground, and she wanna go down again. Instead i came to scoop her up, but she corner herself to the railing there. I was so scared that she will fall off to the ground. Falling down the stairs is just a few steps, but if she fell the 2nd floor, that's major problem. I do not know what make her so frighten.
Went to watch Mulan. Touching story. Very different from other movie and just realistic. I dont know, its not that good but i like it.
After, we went to eat at HK cafe. In front of us there was a bunch of Indon kids. One of them look so much like Owen. Then a guy came and shook his hand. That guy look like Alfred. I mean what are the chance both brothers look a like are there. It is just so freaky. Made me wonder if there is a girl who look like me and a guy who look like Yogi and those two are friends. Must be weird.
I just kept staring at them, until T was like why you look at them until like that. Haha, usually no one will know what i'm staring at or that i even stare at all. But i guess i am too obvious this time.
Today, went out with Sop. Gosh silent is golden. Haha. I love her. It is just so nice to walk around and feeling really comfortable. I miss that. I wish i have things to tell her though. But it seems that my life is so boring. I got nothing to say.
A few more days of school. Come on come on.
Hurry hurry.
P.s. Greek is fab.
P.s.s. I miss our last game. Family gathering is much fun. All we talk about are craps.
• 11:30 AM, Monday, November 30, 2009
My November
It just kind of suck, really sucky. This week, life is just so …PP assessment was this Saturday. It suck. First, on Thursday had to go to print poster. Went to watch New Moon. It was alright. Better than Twilight. Anyway, when first time saw the commercial, the wolf is so tiny. Look more like a dog, but the movie, wow, its huge. Bigger than life huge. Then lots of effect that make Jacob look bigger than what he is. The storyline is like the book, so yah.. Its alright.
Then it follow by shaker fries. The day before, went to MP. Spent the day there just chilling. Never go school, coz I woke up super late. I finished the poster and watch champ league. Then decided to take a nap, but well, cant woke up. I was so looking forward to school too. Coz I was feeling relieve that I finally finish my PP.
Tuesday started by mami guilt me into companying ica to the master. I said I have school, in the end after company ica, we go take taxi send her off, then send me off to RP. The driver was suppose to send me off but he never, he straight away go to Johor. Oh well, at least the taxi is being paid for. I spent so much on taxi already. Like half of my pocket money. Then in school, ask Sameen to leave after presentation. But she cant. Then I just remember I have Nat in RP too. Hahahhahaha. I totally forgot bout that. So she leave after presentation. While I waited for her to finish, I go buy bubble tea. Red tea with peppermint and nata di coco. While I was ordering, I was thinking of like Jess, how she like peppermint, but of coz my red tea sux. I shd have just order milk tea. Then went to Hannes school, coz we have no idea where we should go. In his sch, just hang. While going to the food court, the people coming out are all shaking a bag of fries. When asked Hannes, he say no. There is no shaker fries. But of course there is. Then watch 2012. Cool movie. But so depressing thinking people are still people and we all are going to die without saying goodbye.
Monday, normal school day.
Sunday, Saturday, Friday and Thursday were all spent in Orchard. Thursday with Nat, like finally. After so long, went to shop. She need to go buy a dress and make up. Haha, so cute get a make over.
Friday, went to meet MK. She was back in Sg. Met with Narfia too and this girl. She said Kiki, but she was introduced as Meidelin. She talked a lot, which is really cute. A nice change, considering that we all are quiet. Oh but all of us are super undecided on what to eat.
Saturday went to Orchard again. Go eat and watch the Night before Christmas 3D. So far it’s the best 3D graphic I saw.
Sunday, hmmm. In Orchard. Oh I went with Rais to buy slippers. So yah.
Back to PP. Sux. They don’t want to listen to reason. My assessers are all male. Usually it will make me more comfortable, but this time, I don’t want. Coz I think female facis, will understand my weird knowledge of Shell petrol.
Yesterday. Haiz..
Oh after PP, went to meet Kolia coz he happened to be in orchard after Mt. E. I so need distraction, so I go to find him. It gives a nice distraction. He talked a lot. And he thought I have friends problem. But I kept reminding that I have no friend so I wont have that problem. Basically for them project is not important enough. WTH. Oh well, I also don’t care, but strangely this time I do.
He said he can be alone. I say I can never be alone. Then at home I remember why. When I am alone, I think to much. My mind just suddenly go haywire. It sux. No wonder, I cant be alone. I don’t like to be alone. I don’t like having time to think. I tend to over analyse thing.
And I got no one to talk to. I feel like I got no friend. I think I am losing them all.
But oh, Nat just told me she was sick on the weekend. But I cant even find someone to talk to. Someone that can cheer me up. Sophie has her own problem. I wonder how is she now. Mich is so hostile nowadays. And haiz.
• 11:14 PM, Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Finally, a Subway
Spent the day with slacking at home. I am suppose to be studying for UT but oh well. Anyway, after UT, ate subway. Hehe. Finally. Then went to Nat house. Just sit there and talk. It had been forever. So, its kind of fun.We just sit there and talk and talk and talk. It is so relaxing. So fun.
• 3:09 PM, Monday, November 16, 2009
I Miss You
I am at home on weekends. Help. And i never watch soccer. Hahaha. It was Brazil vs England. Spain vs Argentina. See, see i am helpless. I never watch anymore. I feel so guilty. It's like im cheating on soccer. I prefer to read instead of watching. I prefer to watch some HBO or StarMovie shit than watching. Arghhh. I am so not faithful. Guilty guilty guilty.
i miss you.
it has been so long.
=(
Hesh.
I need friends. I need to enjoy school. I need money too.
Maybe its time to create an event. Hmm.. We'll see.




